Thursday, February 24, 2011

the nerd~~ naive

tajuk je bi..ceh
jom ckap bahse yg kite sendri bley paham wlaupom tunggang tebalik!!~~

nerd..
trlalu nerd sampai felt downgraded
sampai ta mampu tgk muke org
sampai merelakan ape saje jenis suruhan
sampai dipijak dan dicubit
sampai diejek dan disisihkan..
my life as child seems quite suck...adapt those feeling for a while ~while reading this.

itu adalah sedikit sebanyak kehidupan aku sewaktu aku mengenal dunia
.kesan die ade sampai skrg
.judgemental is the most obvious....now i cannot look into people without judging....its so hard when u judgin everyone and u noe theres some of them didnt like u at all..
..TAKUT.
aku malu berhadapan dengan orang atau walaupom aku dapat berhadapan dengan diorg aku rase aku HINA.

nk salahkan sape....
my very low selfesteem is sumthing that live wif me for what ...15 years ~~
how come i can resist sumthing dat damn close~which is myself~
suck
suck
suck
jerk
jerk
jerk

nerd bawak aku jauh dri confident even until  i get A-da rse malu gyle
aku rela dpt c...
aku benci org yg buat aku rse ape yg aku rse skrg
mmg ta besh dow jdi nerd sampai aku takut utk becita2 ....aku benci diorg~~

tetibe rse bersemngat nk tuka semangat jadi a gurl with high expectation....
I CAN DO ENGIN



p/s: itu je motif die benanye....nk naek kn semangat..sehina dan seteruk2 aku pun..aku bole bercita2..




Saturday, February 12, 2011

1 2 3 4 5 6 .....crushhhhhed

bangun pagi rase heaven gyle...sbb katil yg besa tu kne tido sorg2 je..lagi ta bley bla...amek side paling ujun...so mcm tade gune katil sebesa alam tuh...haishhh...
apekah tujuan nye intro seperti ini???
hebatnye..ahahahaha....

yes ari nih aku x start blaja even aku punye final exam dah mmg ala2 ujun tanduk dah tu...emm abaikan metafora ini..

sbnarnye susah ati, susah ati sgt2
sbb ...aku tgh crushhed dkat somebody..and aku ta bley wat ape2 ape psal mende alah tu....mmg damn fooled crushhed.....